i know some wil sy it was rgeir chouce but chived you ke at 17 are ofreen not the chouces you would make at even25. these bots geel boxed in they dont have a lot of self confidence nd think they are only good for sex. This is n epidemic caued by the porn industry they get new boys do a ton of shoots with them. they are making great money 2 years later no one will cast them they feel alone and isolatted How do thee guys who own the studios sleep at night? Whts worse you have more young gay guys wanting to do porn than at any other time. The reason rent boy shutting as such a huge deal because for most poen guys that is how they make most of their money. You may get 41500 a shoot but if you get 1 a month you cant live on that. John, or his real name, Jeff was a friend of mine back in the 90s.He lived down the street from me. He and I had a strange attraction to one another. John would always walk by my balcony with his rotweiler dog in the morning and he yell up stupid things to me AS IF he wasnt gay or something like that. when I kinda felt he had this attraction towards me but didnt wanna give his gayness away even though he did gay porn he kinda always acted like he was straight. He did have a daughter by some gal he use to be with. Back then I was also a big dude on the scene there in Hollywood. I had done my share of model work as well. I had moved out of Hollywood around 96 and on one trip back I pulled over to park along the street and the car ahead of me parking too was Jeff driving some old fart. He had lost so much weight and size and looked very bad. Im sure he was doing way too much drugs and drinking. Not long after that I had heard he passed away. I was SO sad for him and only WISHED I would have known he was slipping that far down that day I saw him and I WISH I would have gotten out and at least TRIED to talk to him and maybe help him. He was a real mans man!īesides John (Jeff) I also knew MATT GUNTHER. I got up on morning and lo and behold my roommate at the time had apparently brought him home that night and had left for work leaving him there to clean up. He came out of the bathroom and I was shocked to see him there, He came into my room. Took off my towel and well, the rest was a few mins of unexpected fun. The last time I saw him was on a trip to Miami Beach. I was walking to the beach that day and turned the corner on the sidewalk and he was coming the opposite way and we bumped into one another. THAT was the last time I saw him, I didnt know he had a bad drug problem. At that time I didnt do the party scene very much. I found out not long after that meeting that he had died. Again, I ONLY wished I had known and was able to help him before he destroyed himself.You are about to enter a website that contains explicit material (pornography). This website should only be accessed if you are at least 18 years old or of legal age to view such material in your local jurisdiction, whichever is greater. Furthermore, you represent and warrant that you will not allow any minor access to this site or services.
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